Once upon a time I sailed across the sun, saw the milky way, caught a glimpse of heaven, stayed on the moon and fell for a shooting star.
I did miss you while I looked for myself out there and although you may argue that Heaven is overrated and that I’m wasting my time, your time, our time as I travel the longer path for something that may not last as long as you – I have to continue searching. I know it’s something you have never understood. MT says it’s because I’m cut from a different cloth. And, yes, know that I did miss you while I looked for myself out there and that I will miss you as I continue on with my journey.
You hated me for acting like summer and walking like rain….for reminding you that there is time to change…for learning, growing, and for my adventures.
That soul vacation did me up and yes I thought of you as plain ol Jane and told you the story of the man who was to afraid to fly so he never did land. Still, it’s a fear.
Yes. The wind swept me off my feet as I danced along the light of day. The music filled every cell in my body, filled my heart and soul…Venus blew my mind and yes it was everything I wanted to find and yes I did miss you while I was looking for myself out there.
Upon my return I couldn't imagine life without you. I left behind what I wanted to find…and now I can’t imagine life without it...no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation as my best friend sticks up for me, even when I know I’m wrong.
I just can’t imagine the best soy latte that I’ve ever had and you…
C
Self-Portrait
Inspired September 26, 2009
Train,
Drops of Jupiter
Discovery Park
Sacramento, CA
